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hey ya bruv. just had a nice evenin of chilling out down the hoe with a few folk, playing with fire poi and drinking cheap cider (reminded me some what of the time you and steve taught me about nunchuk's). a mellow way to finnish a mellow day, ending in a smoke with a few buddys and some interesting conversation..... now the point in all this is that a mate asked me about you, then thought he might have said something wrong (thinkin it may be as touchy subject) and stopped speaking. well it finally dawned on me what this feels like and quite simply its like gettin to the end of the first book in a series and being thrown into the next.... you know how authors always seem to start out in a completely diffrent place where everythings diffrent at the start of book 2. but then you read on a bit and start being introduced to familier characters and things do start to follow the plot again.... i guess what im trying to say is that the first 'book' in my life was awesome and thankyou for your part in shaping it, but now it apears to have ended (which sucks), things have changed forever that i never thought would, but things do change and flow. you moving on was the final shocker in the book... chapter one in the next part was to say the least scary and chaotic, but now things are finally starting to re-aline and form the next line in the plot. so yeah.... things are going ok. the suns been shining for a few days now and i went for my first swim in the sea in boardies this year today (freeeeezzing!). uni is ticking along quite nicely and overall things are good. just a shame your not there to join in, but then i guess thats how things are now.By the way... just found the re-recording of the long mix you did with carl.... like the alternate ending! very jazzy.all my love as always booooooooooooooooooxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hey MattJust needed to say, i've had 4 weeks of only being able to see out of one eye, fuck me it's a drag... Sorry if i didn't understand, i tried to, but sometimes you don't understand stuff until it happens to you...Big HugDad
hello matt tiz bin a year and you are still in my thoughts daily we all miss u loads and loads your party on friday was a really nice chilled one i was supposed to be on my way to germany tonight but college has gone a bit tits up i got a flat and am trying to sort college out. its weird loads of things remind me of you like all the time ! see you again loads ov love and hugs lozzzzzzzz xxx
I miss you duuuuude!! our adventures and your tales of wisdom shaped me in so many ways. from drunken escapades on the beaches of conwall, too running from circus folk in glastonbury..all were amazing! never a dull moment was lived in your presance. i think about you a lot man, and everytime from an initial sad face you make me smile so much! i hope your having a great time up there dude! give marilyn monroe one from me!! peace to you brother! xxx
Hello Mattybub,How can it be a year? Went up Hay Tor with Katy and had a picnic and thought of you. You'd have enjoyed it - sunshine and wind and sparkly with a view of the whole world. Bet you'd have wanted to try skateboarding down the hill.Miss you.All my loveMum xx
With ALLL sorts of folks playing... (Including the amazing Will and Invisibles,,,)All done by folks in Glaston to remember you.... Bugger me mate, you weren't 'alf popular and loved....HugsDad
mateyouve got an awesome party in the pipes for friday!!!!!just makesure people are aware of that oklove boooooxxxxxxxx
Hello Mattybub,Well, we weren't destined to scatter at Durrington after all - dense freezing fog put paid to that. Not meant to be at that time/space.We sorted your stuff out today, which brought back memories. Never thought a pair of boots could evoke such a strong presence and so many feelings.I think more than anything,what you left behind were so many friends and family who loved you. Takes someone special to do that.Love you alwaysMum xxx
Ello matie...Thought I'd drop by and see how t'ings be going. Hope ya had a good sprinkling chap... Got your gig on the 9th and have managed to double book meself again. See that karma still ne playing it's usual strange trix...Remembered how we were always talking about that elusive website... Well it's real near completion. Here's a taster for ya. Warping the plane just because we can...http://www.lightmaker.net/tmt/the_orange_hut/jan_10_07/player1.htmWill be twisting the rhythmications on the 27th in Tunny Wells. Katie will be popping up too... Will keep a wondering eye on her, chap.Hope you're enjoying your adventures across the eigth dimension, my Buckaroo Banzi...
We're putting some of your ashes on the Avon at Durrington tonight/tomorrow morning... So the water takes you to the stones where you become an Ancestor... Looked at in the cold light of a frosty morning it seems like a strange thing to do, but that's what the folks who built Stonehenge did, so who are we to argue...Fly Free, my LoveFly Far,We'll meet again,Sometime in the long years,That are left to us,Before the Stars turn to Iron.....
yea..... it did all get better after a whilelove ya broboo
unis meant to be a gas... at the moment that would be mustard gas. not as bad as all that realy but it seems pritty dam poo at the mo bro. to add to a fairly crap week, got smacked in the face by some twat in the stairway last night... dosent even live in my block but low and behold there he is, pissed chav with the angrys, smelling of snakebite as he jumps of the stairs an lands a rather impressive smack on my jaw. fucker busted my lip and ive got to go for more bloody xrays tomoro morning as the f***'n machine didnt fit my noggin (probably the daughton forehead). my mate alex removed him form the premises and his mate had the indecency to tell alex to "keep him off my mate". very reserved tho, didnt hit him just blocked the following blows and told him to get the fuck out of my house. spose thats a way in which we differ somewhat tho, if it had been you he wouldnt have walked out, but been more (whats the word) ejected with acceptible force. anyhoo send me some smiles huh... im in this big ass city and it all seems to be abit against me at the mo, surely this years been crap enough already, mainly cause im putting a message on a website instead of ringing you up, but seeing as you dont pickup any more it'll do. on the plus the plymouth rugby team have alot of mates and players in my block and they are seeing it as someone pissing on their door step. and even tho i feel some guilt to say it. nice.its all going weird and i cant escape to your house nomore. then again "we fall down so we can learn to pick ourselves up" (ive finally seen the new batman flim that you were raving about... and yes the new batmobile is sweet).anyway i best be off, early start tomoro trying to get bus tickets sorted and getting a hospital apointment as they didnt ring me up to give me one today as well as going to lectures.love you loads and miss you lotslove booo
So, time passes, things change, the world heals, the spring melted through the summer then grew long again in the autumn shadows.So the bows are tied, the loose ends are sorted and people grow stronger once again.Making you proud bro, prize-giving in a couple of weeks and I get to corrupt their academic midsts with the fragrance of a snarl.Chaos still plays fiddle at the ballet of life...Hope you and Lucas are being good..Si.
they say that for every bad there must be good....Life since you left has expanded and exploded in so many strange ways, that were never dreamed of or percieved in wildest imaginings,The flux of reality has changed and woven new patterns,That become a reality with you in it as a memory in the hearts and minds...Instead of the dancing dreamer, that flooded our souls with light...But oooh, MattyThe price.....
what ho dear chap. been back for a week or two now and still buzzing from the travels. seen lots of people, when ive been out and about in town, and everyone seems well. streets got a subway tho which sucks... however we are taking bets on how long it will last. going back into glastonbury was weird! dam cropcircles 'symposium', followed by the infallable godesses sitting in every caf having indepth conversations that could strip paint. ahhh what it is to be home. loveboooxxxxx
Oh GOD! You have just become 'least favourite nephew'. I used to just turn off the Bjork tracks on my CDs. Now I have to listen to them! Mind you, at least it gets Rob off the no. 1 spot for his axe throwing antics. Bloody good job you never tried axe throwing! Ah,is it okay if I skip all the Jamiroquai? Better bloody be. xx
Hi Matty...Hope you had a good dinner at the Rainbow chap! Been doing the business on the tracks we were working on. Almost there, buddy... Just needing the strings for When You're Frightened. Met someone who's doing strings for DJ Vadim the other day and he's well up helping out. One of those freaky coincidents: remember that time we rang all those numbers in the Musician's Union guide to find a violinist? Well it turns out that the lady who worked for the London Simfonietta has a son whom I bumped into round at Gareth's house one eve... We were talking about music and stuff and then he said "Is your name Karl or Matt?" Wham bamb, thank mam... He's good and seems to get into the vibe really well. You'd like him.Just uploaded all your old tracks onto this site. I cleaned 'em up as best I could (to be honest, you always had a better sense of the mix than I, so they we're pretty clean anyways)... Hope everyone enjoys them as much as we did when you played them to Psy and I way back. Will upload the others we did together when they're collected into an album (very soon now).Always thinking of you, bru... Keeping spreading the magic...Karl xxx
Hi Matt, Hi All,So it's Rob's Birthday today, and we're taking you to the rainbows end for the meal... In (as usual) a carrier bag... Strange the anonymity of the ubiquitous carrier bag, i reckon you could smuggle all sorts of thing in a carrier bag... Something to try (or not)... Having this site to put stuff up, to write messages to you often saves my sanity, and sometimes makes me more wobbly for a bit, but then that's what always happened when i talked things over with you...News... feels strange giving you the news, as you probably already know it, but i got the job of being the pottery teacher at Strode, you know, the one we always used to say "i'll go for that if it comes up!!!" feels weird....We (Mum and Rachael and Me) made a decision not to throw your ashes off the Tor on the 12th August, it felt too soon, so we're going to wait for your birthday for that, so it may be worthwhile sorting out a party somewhere around August as it's 6 months that you've been gone.... (tho there are plots afoot for a dawn raid on Durrington Walls at Midwinter Solstice to put som o dem on the Avon to be taken to the Stones the old way...HugsMateRob's on his adventureKaty is on hersand you are on yours..Fly on my sweet angel,Fly on thru the skyFly on my sweet angels Forever i'll be by your side..HugsDad
Hello Matt,Think you must be well chuffed that both your brother and sister are off travelling and getting to see a bit of the world. Heard from Katy today and my first thought was to give you a call to let you know that she was okay and having a good time, but guess you know that already.I miss you lots MattybubAll my loveMum xxxRob, Happy Birthday for tomorrow!. Will be thinking of you. Big Hugs!
its my birthday tomoro but you wont miss it as mum and dad will be (if they go) taking you along to rainbows (for the family meal). normal state aswell juging by the last birthday meal we went to (opening the tquilla at midnight... and then it got messy) miss you shitloads. going out on the razzle with some folk in copenhagen tho so i should be ok.again, miss you LOTS!lovebooooooooo