156 entries.
hey matt hey all i hope every1 is well laura wrote a reminder on my phone saying "save the badgers" the other day i didnt know she had done it..... when it went off i looked shocked at my phone ......matt u in there? this is a new phone how u get in there......i genuinley thought it was a message from our dear friend 🙂 when i said to laura she said she had wrote it i was a little sad but the memories live on hail mrs badger we love u (laura didnt know he was a mrs badger she does now) hope to see u all soon and take care every1 all our love chris and laura again "HAIL MRS BADGER"
Oh Matt do you really believe you could ever be in trouble with me? I totally blame Jake for leading the pair of you astray! Although the tambourine took some explaining! It's living under the kitchen table at the moment and causing almost as much chaos as you! Luv ya Sunbeam
hello bro.im in denmark, siting in a bar and a jazz band start to jamm, it all goes similer to a cirtain night in the arthur (the one that we got in trouble with aunti sue for... jake really cant keep things quiet) anyhoo i just thought that i might wright somethng, and the cure comes on the radio, and i start to think about all the times that ive passed out at yours (normally after giving you a piggieback up the highstreet) and woke up listening to this song, or another, but always perfect for the moment. and never too loud for a fragile morning. thinking bout you all the time, and missing you. hold in there all, and loz... i found my self doing the exact same for hours the other day, but then he always did like the sea.loveboo
i was just looking at all the new pics on your site and remembering everying. wen i look into the sea in cornwall i just think ov u and everything else i duno what else to just we all miss u loads and loads and i hope ur enjoying a wounderful new life what eva or where eva that may be miss u loads dude loads ov love and hugs loz xxx
Dear Matt, Today I went to the cove near our village to make and walk a big labyrinth on the beach in memory of your good friend, Lucas.....Today is his anniversary , 30th May 1999 and I always do this for him on this date. I jouney to the centre with what 'feels' like a Luc stone and leave it there for him..... This year I left two stones...... While I was on the beach, two ships sailed into port, disappearing out of sight behind the cliffs and two sailed out, towards the horizon...... I love and miss you both .....the hole in my heart feels more painful today.Maddy ( Luc's Mum ).
Hard to put things into words, itÃs just that feeling that wells up inside until it bursts out, wanting you to be there, watching a band and wishing you could dance with me, seeing someone tall walking with that familiar jaunt and for a second thinking maybeÖItÃs that wanting to share things with you, looking at a photo and remembering happy times, making me smile until I then dissolve.I look at the stars at night and think of you, sometimes with a smile and other times with a tear, but always with love. Some of me has gone with you, and I canÃt yet wrap myself around that cos itÃs too huge to encompass, but I try. The unreality of reality slaps me in the face here and there, and I miss you and grieve for the loss of you, but also know youÃre okay and wish you well, so very very well.Love you Mattybub.Mum x
Walked the dog this morning, up the railway lines, the birds were going off their heads with "that time of year" songs... Plus the French frogs that have invaded the levels were singing for mates....Noises that you would only usually hear if you had a synth, and then a cuckoo cuts in for the usual four cuckoos and then the wait for an answer from a mate....Everytime i walk this route i think of Matty collecting sounds and how i never got to take him up there with the minidisc, (we were always too busy to make it a date)but everyday is different and everyday i've lost it because he's not here...It's in my memory tho' and thats what is important, but i wish Matt was here to share in the colouration of the sounds...It's sort of like the absence of sound tha you get when the sparrows fly overhead, just the change in pressure from their wingbeats, a feeling of someone being there, just out of reach, who you want to touch, so much so, so, so much... And knowing that the letting go is the first part of the love you feel, the freedom to fly, free to the direction they need to take, wherever that is, and wherever that may end up...Love you Mate, life will be emptier without you, but so much fuller than it would ever have been had i not known you.....HugsDad
Aaargh!! Bike Show weekend just happened again. Another Mattism hit me watching the bikes go up. The year Matt decided to go upto the bike show on his little C90 (or was it smaller). He heard a rumble behind him as he got to the site and looked round to see the massed ranks of the HA (Hells Angels for the non-bikers out there) pootling up behind. They surrounded Matt and he rode with them into the show.Only Matt could get an Angel escort into their own show!
saw Bill Bailey do the Kraftwerk Tribute gag on the goggle box a few weeks back, Brought back happy memories. Can't belive ur gone m8. take care. :-)luvj
I knew Matt very briefly,he was kind and i will remember him from time to time for very much longer.Love and Blessings,emilie.
hey bruv. havent known what to wright (still not sure, kind of in the same boat as alot of people, but hear goes a skatter brain atempt). you were such a huge part of my life (as in the first 18 years), and i miss you teribly. theres no big bro to say "dont tell dad" anymore or lead me (and my mates) astray. the smallest things are realy what hits you hardest, a smell, a sound, a place. you should see my hands shake wile i wright this, youd be laughing your arse off. so many good memories, getting smashed on free wine at dads graduation, meeting warious official types at private views (again with plenty of free wine), never turn down a good thing hu. theres no matt's house to escape to when i needed to get away from things (such as reality). i miss you dude. all my love boo XXXXXXX p.s. can i have my sound card back
sweets! i ad a great dream bout ya. love you mate.cheers for meeting me on the beach one last timegreat to know you're well and in your own good timealways were up for it, always were corrupt a bitup for the realms of overwhelm, loony at the helm, i so wish you well, i SO wish you well.xxxxxxxXXXXXXXXXXXXxxxxxsome photos comin as soon as i comandeer some technology :)xxx
Hey Matt, I know I've left it a long time to write you a message but I haven't really known what to say. I guess all that matters is that I love you and I miss you. xxxx
Happy Birthday MattYou're playing with the Moon, now,The Stars themselves move in your dream,Past the lands of demons,disguised as Beauty,Past the dream of time and space,Where the lines of chaos,Intersect with shapes of order,Forming places we think are real.Returning now to life's oblivion,Leaving all-in-one behind,Choose wisely now,Your next vessel,Carry on the dreams you had,Grow in Strength, and Health and wisdom..For iI will always Love You..Signed your DadXXXXXXXX
Well, Matt.....So you've joined Lucas.Both of you gone on ahead of the rest of us much too soon.....Luc in the early summer of 1999 and you only last month.....I remember when you and Luc shared a flat together in Street and then when Luc and Sam (Luc's sister) shared one in Benedict St., and how you always seemed to be round there with them..... You two lads had a really special relationship, almost like brothers. Well you were really, maybe not biologically but certainly spiritually..... And how you'd both tumble into our house and eat everything.....and how exasperating and loveable you both were.....So now you have the whole Universe and all its dimensions to play with and see how they work.....Have fun.....We love you.....You have both left a huge hole in our hearts.Maddy (Luc's Mum) X X
hey dude another tequila sunrise, you can drink as many as you want no more hangovers.i miss you dude i remember walkin down the high street with u my body guard i look up and laugh god you're tall i have to look higher now. will see you again you are a star nowxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 🙂 (: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Still standing,Feels like a cliff top, like the one where the saucers flew from out of the sunset,Strange to find that i can no longer see you, watching the evening flight returning home...I know you are there, the joyful child leaping across the feild towards me...The smiling man walking , looselimbed, down Glastonbury High Street...The artist, wanting so much to show me your new work...All of these are in my memories, and more...The time you had mumps, and the doctor thought it was a virus...The times you missed your cue with tibet...Seeing you appear, wet and cold, from out of the mist in the bog in the sky...The joy that you had for the new washing machine the last time i saw you, as Postman Steve and you plumbed it in, you reminded me of the mad baron fixing his pushbike...Matt, Mate, I'll miss you so much, but i have so many memories to keep me warm in the cold times ahead... Thank you....
well you left us early -- thanks for being
Matt, my Full Moon Dog, I miss you so much. You brought more love and adventure to my life than any man I have ever met. Enjoy bro.Steve x
to dearest matt! all my love gos out to you in this time of confusion loss and beginning. From all the great times i hav spent with u it has beena wounderful friendship you always always looked after me and looked out for me where ever we were at festy's shareing food at partys making sure i was ok and had somewhere to stay and just sitting in ur flat chilling out eating pasta.My sister anna loved u so very much and so did i and the amazing memorys of ur wounderful life will never ever leave me or my sister til me meet again all my love in this world LOZ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx